Living in fear fuck pretend
  24 years struggle within
  Makin' it clear this is sin
  Lie my dear lie my friend
    So sad
    Livin' in me complicate
  What's it gonna be so irate
  Choke on me asphyxiate
  All I see all my hate
    So sad too bad
    I'll be the one
  kill you for fun
  This song is dumb
    You said you were my friend
  Hope you never call again
    Comin' undone live with this
  Beautiful one state of bliss
  My affliction's killing this
  Bury this one for a kiss