Looking back at me I see
   That I never really got it right
   I never stopped to think of you
   I'm always wrapped up in
   Things I cannnot win
   You are the antidote that gets me by
   Something strong
   Like a drug that gets me high
  
   What I really meant to say
   Is I'm sorry for the way I am
   I never meant to be so cold to you
  
   And I'm sorry about all the lies
   Maybe in a different light
   You could see me stand on my own again
   Cause now i can see
   You were the antidote that got me by
   Something strong like a drug that got me high
   I never meant to be so cold
  
   I never really wanted you to see
   The screwed up side of me that I keep
   Locked inside of me so deep
   It always seems to get to me
   I never really wanted you to go
   So many things you should have known
   I guess for me theres just no hope
   I never meant to be so cold